It’s been far too long since I’ve actually written something. I open up my writer, and stare at the screen, I usually have BONES on TV and I get distracted and can’t think of anything to write so I close it an go on with my day. But, this week has gone by way to quickly. I have only taken one image for my 365 - I haven’t cleaned anything - cooked anything - or really been productive at all. It might have something to do with the fact that I can’t breathe this week, my throat is sore, and I can’t put pressure on the right side of my head because my ear hurts too bad, and I’ve been trying to spend every last minute Mr.B and I had together before he left.
He’s now gone, left yesterday morning at 3am - I don’t really remember my drive home, it was dark, cold, and well too early. But I dropped him off, and was surprised I didn’t cry. But he didn’t leave before he had a ‘going away’ party given by some of our really good friends here, the host had hamburgers, hot dogs, corn on the cob, grilled pineapple, asparagus, homemade rolls, and a cake. It was a wonderful evening, and he LOVED his cake.
I came home from taking him to the airport yesterday and couldn’t sleep so I watched some BONES and before I knew it it was 1:30 in the afternoon! It wasn’t until around 5 that I realized that Mr. B wasn’t coming home, it finally hit me. I cried and then bucked up and went on with my evening. I came home took some Nyquil (for mentioned above ear, throat, chest issues) and started to fall asleep, and before I knew it I went upstairs and slept in the bed! You have to understand that when he leaves I usually spend the first couple of weeks trying to adjust being alone and sleep on the couch, last night, the first night alone I actually slept in our bed, upstairs alone.
Now it’s Monday, and I have to go to the doctor in a couple of hours, so I’m just enjoying my oh so boring ‘sick day’.
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